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NO TITLE Imagine...Man built airplanes, diesel engines, managed to harness electricity, built pyramids, skyscrapers, time machines, invented lifesaving medicines, mind altering drugs and the truth serum...Man's imagination has never been short when it has come to conspiracies, shadows in the dark, that feeling that something is not right... Imagine... the mind in itself being the greatest creation and the least understood. What man has done with one's own mind and imagination! The government and tech corporations has trained and employed many thousands of people since its creation for different purposes and talents. I have been incarcerated for over 26 years and I have seen some crazy and weird stuff in here over the years. I have also seen people become creative and talented here in prison, in Ad. Seg. where one has time "to-do" on hand. I have also heard and experienced things in here that have seemed "far-fetched" ... and the following is one of them things that one never considered happening in a Texas prison - the type of thing one would hear to happen at a place like Guantanamo Bay by secretive branches of the government... I never considered waking up one day and it being any different from the last in a typical Ad. Seg. day until June 11, 2018... I started my day in a usual way - with the voices of others on the wing with me in the background, talking, doing their thing... Later that night, for unknown reasons, I went to tripping out because of what the voices were saying, turning on me - talking to me instead of to each other. On June 11, 2018, I thought what was impossible and had finally come to be... For the next months I was hearing voices and I figured I had gone crazy, I even attempted suicide because that's what the voices suggested I do. (Even as I write this the voice is telling me to kill myself!) On June 11, 2018 I was on a level 3 Ad. Seg. wing with one set of voices... On June 20, 2018 I got put on a level 2 wing and the voices "changed" to that of others. On June 15, 2018 I "woke up" in another cell on another row with "people/shadows" coming in and out of the cell. I dozed back off and woke back up in the cell with my fan melting from the heat in the cell. I couldn't move and knocked back out...only to end up waking back up in my cell...From June 11 to June 20, 2018 I was hearing voices, threatening to inflict harm/death on me, voices coming from my cell front, from the vent, from the top of my locker; voices of people spraying me with water from the cell front so that the voices in the vent could electrocute/shock me. From June 20 to August 28, 2018 the voices changed to the voices of some of my family and others to the voices of people around me. Also recordings of sounds of gunshots, car wrecks and of some of my family members dying over and over, day after day, all day and all night... it seemed like I would sleep minutes, and wake up revitalized - I would drink water and become alert again... at the end of July I was "convinced" to commit suicide twice for my grandmother, only to be "stopped" both times and told how stupid I was... I looked in the vent and saw a "shadow" walking off; in time I even saw someone back there (with a guard) drilling into my wall... I didn't realize it then but by this time I was already talking to the "voices" in my head and they were also answering in my head; I was whispering to a voice(s) on the row above me and he'd answer back in a whisper... Around July 30 - August first I cut my neck... I was hearing a warbling sound and it made me see the razor blade shake and bend - a warbling sound that "popped" when I finally hit the vein after two or three tries... When I went to the hospital, the voice(s) was still with me, and I realized I could "talk" to it in my head! It stayed with me all the way to the emergency clinic and I "heard" a call come in my head that was supposed to be the voice of my ex. While I was getting stapled up. About two weeks later, I lost my level 1 to a level 2 and the voice(s) talked me into "crashing out" all the way to Super Seg. It almost happened but I snapped after running the team once because I refused to move. I still ended up getting moved along with my nose busted up with three stitches. After about two weeks on Level 2 I snapped back and realized that the voices I was hearing weren't in my head as I had figured..... I realized the voices were coming off the screws in the wall, from the vent, out of the drain in the showers(s), drain in the sink/toilet, out of the walls, ceilings, lockers, and I could even feel the "vibrations" of the voices(s) off the stainless steel in the shower. Sometimes it even seems like the voices(s) are whispering into my ear. Now, five and a half months later, I am still hearing the voices, 24 hours a day, seven days a week along with a constant bass thrumming with sounds, words, and phrases coming through it that sounds hypnotic. The constant thrumming sound gets me to "think" of certain people and gets me to talking along with the thrum that I can feel the vibration of in my head, in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth that is difficult to fight against and impossible to stop. Sometimes the bass would get turned up and my mind will start "talking" and I can feel the words pronounced in my throat. Even when I write the voice will say a name through the bass and somehow someway get the info out without me saying/vocalizing it. Same thing when I read. It "records" certain words to make me think and somehow plays back for me to hear how I sound and to show what it is capable of. Which got me to wandering - how can my neighbors not hear the thrumming/bass sounds and voices coming into my cell? How can sounds, voices/audio seem to come out the toilet, off the video cameras... what kind of technology would that take? One would expect this at Guantanamo Bay and not a Texas prison...I have been on Coffield Unit since May 03, 2018, Ad. Seg, and to this day (Nov. 22, 2018) I have seen various people attempt to commit suicide, two that have actually committed suicide and plenty others that have "compulsively" destroyed their property... I have not been able to talk to any of them to see what their experience was, except one person whose experience is/was somewhat similar to mine. Twice I was compulsively driven to destroy my property... The little I had left. Sometimes, when I get a train of thought, the voice will speak out what I'm thinking as I am thinking it - I halt my thoughts to leave the voice continue talking, then the voice will stop and cuss me out for halting my thoughts. Somehow this voice(s) is able to "see" what I'm looking at, to "hear" what I'm hearing, and to know what I am thinking and who I am thinking of. Two different times my cell got exclusively hot and I felt like I was being shot with slivers of metal. I hear phrases [(I'm telling you; telling the mob; I'm looking; you're red; in the vault.) that come out sounding a different way when sped up or slowed down on the recording.] that get me to thinking certain things all day so that I can "talk" in my sleep to the bass sounds. When I wake up voices starts telling me stuff about when I was a kid or had forgotten to get me to believe other things as true. Giving me different reasons about why "this" [(voices) were] happening to me; names of different people doing this to me; getting me to kill myself to save certain people; giving me different "groups" and their reasons for doing this...Then telling me "they" confused me for someone else. It has given me some vivid dreams of people in my (lost) photo albums to find out their names and my exact relationship to them and to see my reaction to them. Most days I'll hear calls come in and the voice of someone will come on for me to "talk." But the voice will not sound right and facts would be wrong which will be corrected on the next round. The voice would tell me to ask a question so I can know it is that person... when the answer is wrong, it tells me to be careful because the times time it might be the real person. I have sat here for over two and a half months trying to figure this out; sounds coming out of electrical conduit, out of hollow pipes, gear boxes above cell doors, the ventilation shaft.... It is all mind-boggling... I have been considering writing in for awhile and I finally came across an experience that I feel is worth sharing and writing about... Hopefully other writings will follow...this is a true experience, on-going, and I'm not on psychotic medications and after I attempted to commit suicide I was given a urine analysis that came back clean.... This is the Ying (Lucifer's side-effect) to the Yang (Lucifer's effect [a book]).... **Damnant Quad non Intelligunt** In closing, all this I have experienced here, the voices, sounds, my family, compulsive behaviors, suicidal tendencies these voices are making people feel here. Imagine if this person/people doing all this on Coffield Unit ad. seg. go out to the free world and are able to "set up" unsuspecting citizens' homes and cars for this influence (hypnotic and subliminal) to gain their money, bank account numbers and property? And these people not realizing what is happening in their lives. 11-22-18
