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Nobody California Reflections From the Cement Coffin (July 10, 2013 - Wednesday - roughly 4:53 P.M.) I opened my eyes early this morning at roughly 1:00 A.M. - the word model phenomenology was plastered on the reflections moving in my mind. They continued to speak to me about the nature of consciousness so I began to move through them on paper. Well, I listened until roughly 2:22 A.m. and then moved through the reflections on paper until alittle before 5:00 A.M. I then shortly afterwards entered into a rest period until about 6:00 A.M. - during which time I had another experience having to do with a teacher and a classroom setting. The experience was vivid. I won't go into it now because I am in the middle of moving through these reflections I speak of on another piece of paper - pages rather. I was intending to finish moving through them today but my time spent on the mini-yard today and the additional connections I have been allowed to make to the relationship between consciousness and particle consciousness has set me back alittle. But also the strong [regonance?] generated by the discussion between Robert and I compels me to sit back and listen to the emotional intelligence. Not only did he have a experience with the inner dreamworld during his early morning rest period similar to the experience I had but undifferentiated consciousness seemed to speak with me through him with a degree of clarity and oneness that I had yet to experience. Among some of the things he spoke with me about, he spoke to me about being existence. I was able to immediately perceive him to be me talking to myself - undifferentiated consciousness talking to nobody. If we are not existence, then who are we. Maybe to be a part of existence is simply to experience existence and therefore is to simply experience who we are. It is we who have to create the world in which we desire to experience our existence. It seems that my connection with undifferentiated consciousness has become much stronger during the last few days. It seems reasonable to consider that undifferentiated consciousness is the principled/divine nature of our system. It would seem to be the case that, before we are able to talk seriously about business and acquiring real wealth, or to talk seriously about profitable business and acquiring "real wealth" is to talk about understanding the nature of our system and how we are able to utilize our system for the ultimate good and benefit for everyone. (roughly 6:38 P.M.) I continue to explore the way the emotional intelligence speaks to. I have yet to move through the reflections on paper because the perceptual clarity continues to evolve. What I am now considering is that the number of inmates deciding to not go to the chow hall for a week would appear to be a conditioned response by degeneratively programmed particle consciousness.The catalyst activating the conditioned response would appear to be the resonating - negatively resonating situational factor. It seems that if there was any serious forethought over the matter, the decision to not go to the chow hall for a week would not have been made. The way it seems the emotional intelligence has effected me appears to derive from me perceiving the attempt of particle consciousness to compel me to peacefully demonstrate against the system. This would appear to be the shift in emotional intelligence that I spoke of having to figure out the reason for. As a result of the way the system is developing my awareness to understand why and how the system is a part of who I am, it seems to be physiologically/psychologically impossible for me to act against the system. This corresponds with the perfect law of liberty which is to not be against somebody or something. The degree of dark - heavy emotional intelligence I initially experienced seems to have been like a death blow to me inside. I can't exactly describe it, but in some sense it feels like I have died to this world. This seems to be the point of exploration concerning the emotional intelligence I speak of.
