The riddle of my life

The Riddle of My Life Im no longer in dream world Im up but Im no closer to figureing out the riddle of my life. This is a nice topic aint it which only means isnt it its my slang parton it while I express my self enough to write in my lonly diary. I sleep more cause hey what is there todo my wife cant understand why I sleep so much she thinks its cause I dont want to talk to her but its really because I want time to past on my lonly boring day in this place. Nobody know what tomorrow will bring we only hope for better days to come. In this place every day looks the same and thats a riddle of my life with the way the world is going we need to pray we all lost till Jesus Returns because some times a parable does not equal the same as you think it should. I try hard not to live inside my head but then how can I when this is all we have at the end of the day, what do you do when days look the same. Thats not a very hard riddle but its not to eazy either. I try to stay focused on what’s important in life. I think of what people see when they look at me then I frown cause the mirror is broke and I dont look good. Solve that riddle for me if you can [drawing of face with tongue sticking out]. I have come so far in the word but I’m still miles off sometimes I lose focus on whats important. I am ADHD, my attention goes from 0 to 100 real quickly then im lost. This is just a riddle of my life I pray u understand the signs because at the end of the day its a struggle to stay up or wake up but I do and I dont alot. Time isnt all its cracked up to be is it. The understanding of all lifes riddles is and does keep me busy but its alot to have on my head cause I cant save the world or others until I save myself and that task takes a lot of work. I kept asking god or questioning god on why he put me in this spot then got quiet but he still hasnt answered me and Im still lost deep inside my own fault being a victim of me. Everybody I know turned there backs on me but my family is strong. Im the leader/head of this family and Im an outsider to civilization. I pray you get my words cause they mean alot and have a lot of value.