This is chapter 2 to my first submission

Here is the chapter 2 to my first submission... I am still on Coffield Unit and still hearing the voices all over the place - I have learned a little more about this and what is going on. And what I have learned is nothing to laugh at or take lightly. Today is 12.17.18 and about 5 feet from me I got 2 voices - 1 is singing what is on the (phantom) radio [a radio will come on and a song will be playing but it won't be the words to that song]. And the other looking over "its" shoulder to see what "pops" out of my mind (memory-wise)... That sounds crazy right? From my last submission till now there has been more/other suicide attempts. Can you imagine one morning waking up and hearing 2 voices "talking" over your chest? Can you imagine going down memory lane and a voice comes on by your ear and says "Mine" - and the next day you can't even remember it? Can you imagine hearing a voice comeing out of your stomach, out of your neck, moving up to settle on your ear and feel your eardrum vibrate from whatever current it is carrying the voice to your ear? Imagine all day "feeling" "words" come out of your body - walking 2... in your socks and "hearing" words from the scrape of cloth/sock on cement; chewing your food and hearing words in your head; wakeing up in the middle of the night and hearing yourself shouting out words and/or phrases... Then hearing a "recording" of it - and being told by the same voices that your voice was recorded saying bad stuff about your own family members to get you cut off, had you say bad stuff about the people around you so no one messes with/helps you in anyway. Haveing 3 or 4 voices of voices around you only to discover that the same voices has 3 or 4 other voices behind it... Which brings to mind how some people go crazy hearing voices, car crashes, of long dead relatives, feeling presences and phantoms around them that no one else can feel, see, and/or hear - how a psych. doctor can be in the same room with this "patient" and not hear the voices that the patient is hearing? I was escorted out of my cell a couple of times and the guard couldn't even hear the voices I was hearing... What kind of technology would that take? The same way that psych. doctors and nurses/interns can work in an asylum 3... and not understand how the patients are hearing the voices - so it is in the section of Coffield Unit where I am at, people are hearing voices that others can't hear; attempting suicide; haveing dreams of deceased relatives that feel so real it is causeing people to lose their rationality. Which brings me to some wild dreams "I" had... Putting "dreams" in my head to get me to "co-operate" with the voices. A dream where I could not move but made me "agree" to pay whatever price was necessary... The voices and dreams designed to get me to go crazy, to kill myself and/or to get me to sit in the cell and let them "listen" to who is doing what on the wing... To see what I am looking at... Voice/voices that somehow get memories of past crimes and try to black mail me by telling me to keep quiet because they are the F.B.I. and they are on a operation... Alot of these people that know of what is happening about people hearing voices and "tripping" out don't know and understand that these same voices are "traveling" through the electrical conduits, through drains, comeing out of light fixtures and getting info. Out of people 4... without people realizeing... These same voices are useing peoples' voices out of ones' own head [memory], surroundings and claiming to be of one gang... Then another... Then another... Then another... It has been over 6-months that I have been hearing these voices and from the voices I started off with, of people around me, they played new voices of females, kids and male voices that were created off of my own voice... That I was molested by my mother, that they worked for the ombudsman and got a confession to murder out of me while I was asleep and since I had a capital life they needed my co-operation, or, that they would mess me over with the knowledge I had of past crimes other people did. While I was on suicide watch (for cutting my neck) the voices told me that commissary was on the way to ask about my E comm - I did not ask because I really thought (at that time) that the voices were in my head, but when I got put back in my regular cell, a couple of days later commissary came with an E-comm. For me... When I checked the receipt it had the cell I was in for the suicide watch... 5... Months later, It was telling me about my grandmother passing away... Even gave me a vivid dream of me seeing her in the hospital... I never believed it... I was even played a recording of her answering a phone then falling off... Only to receive a letter weeks later about her haveing passed away... Now these same voices are telling me that others in my family are next - and as I write this some of the voices have changed or came back (early). There are people here that are/were "going crazy" (tripping out) and have attempted suicide that have also experienced the same with the voices about the dreams and threats towards their families... The voices are trying to also get me to believe in voices comeing in to belong to my family and trying to get me to answer them... Like I will press my tongue to a tooth and a phone will ring in my head - I will press another tooth and another voice will come on - when I "hang up" it (voice) tells me to becareful because one day it will/might be real... That the voice is useing my voice to get to my family, to get into their dreams also and get them to 6... forget about me and cut me off... This voice(s) also telling me it's useing my voice to call my people to send money to other people "for me"... When I "look" at something I'll blank my mind and "see" some where else and the voice knows exactly where I am looking at/where my mind is at. It has been 6 1/2 months and I still do not know what is going on but I do know I am not the only 1 experiencing this... Even the workers here know something is going on but not what it is... Also, these voices sometimes do not know/understand Spanish and sometimes do... From what I understand of this, the voices will "hollar" things out on the run, hollar things that seem to come from the dayrooms and/or rotunda and wait and see who's attention it catches and/or who answers to go and focus on them... It will use different names and voices of people housed in that area. In the moment it focuses on that person, it will play on ones' fears and weaknesses... It will use ones' love against himself to cause suicidal tendencies. I don't know how I have coped but it is near impossible to fight against, whatever technology it is, and it is something that gets' deep into ones' mind. That is insidious, sometimes 7... focusing my mind on 1 thing helped, sometimes it does not. Reading and drawing does not keep this voice out of your mind, and for some unknown reason it even causes you to think of certain people more and from that the voice(s) decide what to use against you..... * Voices seem to travel through conduits/electrical, but one time the power went out on the unit and the voice(s) were still "talking"...** Submitted: 12-18-18