Wasted Time Death Sentence
The time that I wasted is my biggest regret
Spent in the plantation places I will never forget
Just sitting and thinking about the things that I've done
The crying, the laughing, the hurt and the fun
Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt
Behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built
I'm trapped in my body, just wanting to run
Back to my youth with its laughter and fun
But the chase is over and there's no place to hide
Everything is gone, including my pride
With reality suddenly right in my face
I'm scared, alone and stuck in this plantation of death sentence
Now memories of the past flash through my head
And the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed
I ask myself why and where I went wrong
I guess I was weak with death when I should have been strong
Living for the drug dealers and the wings I had grown
My feelings were human being lost, afraid to be shown
As I look at my past, it's so easy to see death
The fears that I had, afraid to be myself
I just live for the day when I'll get a new start
And the dreams I still hold deep in my heart
I hope I can make it, I at least have to try
Because I'm heading towards death and I don't want to die
I'd pretend to be rugged, so fast and so cool
When actually lost like a blinded old fool gangsta
I'm getting too old for this tiresome game
Of acting real hard with no sense of shame
It's time that I change and get on with my life Death sentence
Fulfilling my crime's dreams for a family and wife
What my future will hold within North America
Prison death sentence I really don't know
But the death sentence hold my years that I've wasted are started to show!
Minister Khalil Shabazz Muhammad
Dewayne Lee Harris [ID]