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Lamentations of an incarcerated father
circa 2023

Lamentations of an incarcerated father

Lamentations of an Incarcerated Father By J.S. Russell It’s frustrating because I care. I’ve been writing letters to my daughter before she could read or talk. Anything that I could possibly do to make sure...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Freedom from the cave
circa 2023

Freedom from the cave

Freedom from the Cave Pluto and Betts imagine the liberatory potential of education as the beginning of an awakening or transformation. They both tell of how exposure to “light”, which is often associated with knowledge,...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Road 2 redemption
October 28, 2022

Road 2 redemption

October 28, 2022 Road 2 Redemption J.S. Russell Street dreams turned nightmares The ripple effect Devastating What once was thought of a as a chance of elevating Had consequences beyond playa hatin’ Standing before a...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Pay to be free
July 12, 2022

Pay to be free

July 12, 2022 Pay to be Free By J.S. Russell I got numbers behind my name Because I’m inventory like at a store I’m stored Making money for the State Trying to make a way...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Self talk
February 24, 2022

Self talk

February 24, 2022 Self Talk J.S. Russell Energy Thoughts Feelings affected by Energy adverse to the direction I Want to go I want to go They won't let me go SO So until they let...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
What I would tell my younger self to avoid this life
circa 2022

What I would tell my younger self to avoid this life

What I Would Tell My Younger Self to Avoid This Life By J. S. Russell To my fourteen year old self, I'm you, 23 years later, sitting in a prison cell with a Life; all...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Free me
circa 2022

Free me

Free Me These chains Routines Mood swings Cause this ain’t right But this is my life Midnight Cold, cloudy, and dreary Walking amongst the tombs Penitentiary Cemetery What's the difference? Where’s the sun? Raise me...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Don't be a deadbeat
circa 2022

Don't be a deadbeat

Don’t Be a Deadbeat J.S. Russell It’s often said that experience is the best teacher and being that we’ve been there, done that, and hopefully have grown, we can offer insight and alternatives to our...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Does my life matter?
June 2020

Does my life matter?

June 2020 Does My Life Matter? Felony After masked men in the name of the law swerve and jump out Guns drawn Traumatic Terroristic On the same corner that I seen police frisk Yo-yo and...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Look at me
November 6, 2019

Look at me

November 6, 2019 Look at Me In this climate of prison reform I’m tryin’ something out of the norm No, I’m not housed in a dorm Or anything like minimum I'm in a facility that’s...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
Uncommon
October 16, 2019

Uncommon

October 16, 2019 Uncommon Often on the compound, niggas’ll call me or say that I look like Common Even C.O.’s ’Il say, “You look like that actor” Not having knowledge of Common Sense the rapper...
Russell, J. S.Maryland
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If you are working on an APWA-related project, please let us know how you plan to utilize the Archive. We hope to share information about your work with our readers and, whenever possible, with relevant APWA authors.

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