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Nurture and environment
Nurture and Environment I credit my creator the Father, Jēsous (Jesus), the Holy Ghost with blessing me to understand that there are four ways of living and that they can fluctuate throughout our life: Poor...
Freedom through happiness - Happiness through freedom
Freedom Through Happiness - Happiness Through Freedom Freedom through happiness - happiness through freedom had eluded me because I had lacked purpose, meaning, and peace. Today I resolved to leave the contemporary attempt to solve...
The pain!
The Pain! How could I experience so much pain without knowledge? Ah, that's it... I did not have the knowledge of words to be able to connect my feelings with words and their meaning. An...
I know - The danger of being wrong
I Know - The Danger of Being Wrong A follow up to "My Environment Shaped Me" essays. How could my knowledge be dangerous? My knowledge became dangerous because it led me down a path form...
My environment shaped me: My response
My Environment Shaped Me My Response It is not enough or complete to just blame my enviroment. Now that I know its power to influence my thoughts, feelings, emotions, decisions, and actions I am on...
My environment shaped me
My Environment Shaped Me I have had enough of the "You've done this to yourself;" "You had a choice." Back in the 1980s, I had a difficult time with the word choice. I was of...
Loner
Loner From December 19, 2019 to December 25, 2019, I discovered that I did not choose to be a loner. I became aware of this situation by reading “I Can’t Get Over It -- A...
Journey out of hopelessness
Journey out of Hopelessness 11/23/2019 Saturday My almost 25 years of total incarceration has taught me that if I was able to rise from the throes of hopelessness, lack of meaning, lack of purpose; than...
The madness within the madhouse
“The Madness Within The Mad House” Little did I suspect or know that one day I would be part of the madness within the mad house. So, what am I referring to? I am referring...
Loner?
See "The Origin of Sesdar" journal 02/2019 Loner? Yes, I tend to avoid others, but why? I believe this resulted from lack of nurture, lack of healthy environments, and insecurity due to fear. How can...Loading...
